turquoise tuesday!

i'm always a turquoise, fringe, native american, hair braids fan

but i've been feelin it a lot lately.

maybe because i just bought these and i'm afraid i won't ever take them off even through the 

texas summer

love these gold painted turquoise earrings! 

happy turquoise tuesday!

xoxo

 chief dances with goldendoodles

{high 5 Friday!}

it's not Friday...I know. 

but I have some treats for you and who cares what day it is! 

high five Tuesday doesn't have the same ring to it....

 





1. {Maybelline BB foundation. $7.99 at Walgreens!}
i've never been a drugstore make-up girl, but new. found. love. lightweight and covers. comes in 4 shades.

2. {Franklin's BBQ, Austin}
we're travelin to ATX this weekend and can't wait to eat some bar-b-que! and this is the best in the west. or south... My man woke up talking about it this morning. Did you know you can call in and order and pick up so that you don't have to wait in the 4 hr. line???!! Gotta call 3 days in advance :-)

3. {Madewell's chambray}
madewell is j.crew's little sister. if you have one near you, you should go. love the denim and the linen scarves.

4. {Florence & the Machine, Only If For A Night}
a song for your week of love.

5. {Guava Girl lipgloss from Victoria's Secret}
so sweet and cutie colors! the guava is my fav and its only $3! a fab gift for your gal pals!


Have a lovely week.  don't forget to love strangers. You never know what battles they are facing.

"Let love continue. 

Do not neglect to show kindness to strangers, 

they could be angels among us!"

 Hebrews 13

xoxo,
Leah

 

the 21 days...

before 2013 even started, I knew there was gonna be some soul searching going on.
I was becoming someone I've never been.
Mad at the universe.
Afraid of the future.
Frustrated with the cards I'd been dealt.

I decided to do a fast and search.
{you can read a few days here and here}

Several of the days were not posted because of their depth and I wanted to find a secret space in my heart to hide my revelations. I didn't want to be judged. I didn't want them to be known. I wanted them next to my dreams.

I'm writing today from a different place. A place who's journey isn't over just because the fast is over. A place who is still trying to listen.

the 21 days taught me:

  To rest.

 To trust.

 To love.

 He wants to bless me.

 Little by little, He will transform my weaknesses into strengths. 

I've received so many emails and texts of love and prayers. Thank you. Your words are with me. Your words encourage me. 

Life isn't all peachy roses these days. But the sun is shining and it is a beautiful morning. The grass is turning from wintery grey to bright green. The air feels fresh on my face. 

...plans not to harm you, plans to give you hope..

....come rest in ME, I am gentle...

find rest in your soul...

Be strong and courageous...

..walk by faith, not by sight...

xoxo,

leah

p.s. i'm excited about tomorrow's post HIGH FIVE FRIDAY FAVORITES!

{21 days: day 16}

I have to tell ya, I've really enjoyed this exploring, desensitizing, weaning from dependencies, time alone. I enjoy my mornings with a prayer and quietness. I know this is when my God speaks to me.

How does God speak to you? 

I read this in Jesus Calling by Sarah Young: (if you don't have this book or app, you NEED it)
your security rests in Me alone-not in other people, not in circumstances. 
Wowza! You say. I know.

If I could make this my mantra everyday, life would be _____________. 

The thing that I'm learning is that this IS SUPPOSED TO BE OUR MANTRA EVERYDAY!

People don't determine your security. My circumstances don't determine my security. You see, the reason I started this fast was to listen. Listen to the answers of: What is God teaching me through our miscarriages? Why now? Why not teach me in a less "blow to the heart" sort of way? I am fearful of the future because of my past...How can I let go of fear when the past has hurt so bad? 

Because I wouldn't listen if it were less of a blow..

So now that He's gotten my attention. He's teaching me that I am not in control. My circumstances should not make me fearful of walking the tightrope with Jesus. He has everlasting arms. 

The eternal God is your refuge, and underneath are the everlasting arms.

Deuteronomy 33:27

I have a dear friend who I had lunch with yesterday and I was able to talk about all that I am learning. She said,"Leah, you need to know that having children is a process of realizing you are 100% out of control. Only God can create a person, breathe into it life..and in the end redeem it from the world! Let God teach you these things and trust Him enough to believe that He loves YOU enough for this all to be worth it when you are holding your sweet baby in your arms.."

You wish you had a friend with wisdom like that, huh? She is pretty amazing. 

Thank you for stopping by to Her Sea of Love to check out what's been goin on. I had a great weekend that included a puppy, Waylon's 3rd birthday, grassy fields, and Valentine decorations. 

xoxo,

Leah

{21 days: day 8}

Good morning friends!

I'm sipping on some decaf Almond Joy coffee thinking of you. 

Today I prayed for my friends and family that you would get to

experience God in a whole new way in 2013. I prayed for protection around families 

that I love and admire. I prayed that my thoughts would be a continuous dialogue with God so that I can speak, He can speak, I can listen. 

You see, the reason I chose this 21 day challenge is so that I could really listen. 

There is so much busyness all around that the words of God can be faintly heard. I am choosing to 

be still and listen.

Dear Heavenly Father,

Thank you for giving me this quiet time in the morning to read and pray and LISTEN. Listen to the rain and stillness that is in my very own kitchen table. Even in my kitchen, you come to meet me. Day after day after day. Thank you for always showing up in the form of birds chirping or rain falling. Thank you for your protection around my family. Give me strength to continue with no caffeine or carbonation, no red meat, no social media. I pray for your protection as I drive for several hours for work. Talk to you soon!

xoxo,

Leah

{21 days: 3&4}

Aren't you wondering how I'm doing with no coffee?? 

It is HARD! I've got headaches everyday and I'm holding my eyelids open by 3:30 pm. 

This is by far the hardest thing for me to give up! 

Have you ever given up coffee? Tell me about it! 

I don't miss Facebook much. It definitely gives me something to do when I'm waiting for an appt., but I just try and strike up a conversation with people or daydream. It's a nice change! 

Day 3 & 4 are combined because of the hustle and bustle the first day of school brings...I was at work late, met my parents for dinner and wanted to spend the last hours of the day talking with D. I am ok with skipping a day for family time :-)

I hope you listened to It is Well With My Soul yesterday. I love the story behind the author. It is a constant reminder for me to be O.K. with the lemons life throws at you. 

Today I prayed about the desires of my heart. What are the desires of my heart? 

To set my heart to be a studier, a learner. Memorize verses.

To set my heart to be a prayer. 

To set my heart to be giving and forgiving. 

Dear Heavenly Father, 

I want the desires of my heart to be full of you. Full of forgiveness, full of joy. I pray that the time spent away from social media, and spent talking with people face-to-face, those who see me, can see you. 

I pray that I have strength to continue studying your Word far past this 21 day challenge. Thank you for the life you've given me.

{21 days: day 2}

Father, reveal anything in my life that would hinder my ability to come into Your 

presence.   Help me see my propensity towards sin and help me change.  Help me to 

see my sin the way You see it.  Thank You for loving me in spite of my failures.  Thank You 

for helping me to change. 

Day 2 teaches me about restoration. RESTORE MY SOUL! My hinderance is faith. Faith and trusting that God has a perfect will. Not mine. 

Keep trusting, keep trusting, keep trusting. 

1. When peace, like a river, attendeth my way,
   When sorrows like sea billows roll;
   Whatever my lot, Thou has taught me to say,
   It is well, it is well, with my soul.
   • It is well, with my soul,
     It is well, it is well, with my soul.
2. Though Satan should buffet, though trials should come,
   Let this blest assurance control,
   That Christ has regarded my helpless estate,
   And hath shed His own blood for my soul.
3. My sin, oh, the bliss of this glorious thought!
   My sin, not in part but the whole,
   Is nailed to the cross, and I bear it no more,
   Praise the Lord, praise the Lord, O my soul!
4. For me, be it Christ, be it Christ hence to live:
   If Jordan above me shall roll,
   No pang shall be mine, for in death as in life
   Thou wilt whisper Thy peace to my soul.
5. But, Lord, ’tis for Thee, for Thy coming we wait,
   The sky, not the grave, is our goal;
   Oh, trump of the angel! Oh, voice of the Lord!
   Blessed hope, blessed rest of my soul!
6. And Lord, haste the day when my faith shall be sight,
   The clouds be rolled back as a scroll;
   The trump shall resound, and the Lord shall descend,
   Even so, it is well with my soul.

{21 days: day 1}

Create in me a pure heart, O God, and renew a steadfast spirit within me. 

Do not cast me from your presence or take your Holy Spirit from me. Restore 

to me the joy of my salvation and grant me a willing spirit, to sustain me. 

Psalm 51: 10-12

For the next 21 days I am journaling about a prayer/fasting that I am participating in. I felt a need to come closer to a quiet time to really listen to what God is telling me. I've been too busy, too lazy, too hungry...to really be still and listen. I needed this to clear my mind and heart and let the worldly things fade away so I can see Jesus' face. 

Today I began by asking what were a few things in my life that were distracting.  I get really caught up in what others are doing and then start comparing what I don't have, and jealousy sinks in really quickly.

-no Facebook, social media (but keeping up with my own blog to journal)

-no caffeine or carbonated drinks

-no alcohol

-attend weekly prayer meetings

-no fried food, no red meat

This morning I sat with hot tea (decaf) and the study was just about showing up. Just show up and listen. Show up and pray. Prayers that started and stopped. Prayers that were just one word. 

I studied and prayed over 2 Corinthians 12:10.

...."for when I am weak, then I am strong."

Dear Heavenly Father,

My heart is heavy, heavy and aching for strength. I know that your grace is sufficient for me. Help me to find strength. Help me to find strength. Help me to stop and listen. Listen for your will for Duncan and I starting a family. It has been so sad and difficult for us, we are weak, but we know you are strong. I am fearful of the future.

Thank you day 1. Thank you for reassuring me that just showing up, just showing up to feel is enough. 

photo/run challege

Wanna try something with me?

One of my 2013 resolutions is to reach out to others. 

I'm combining this challenge with the love of getting outdoors and on the jogging trails that I love so much. 

Here's the challenge:

1. Run/walk at least a mile everyday until February 14th

2. Leave a note for a friend (or complete stranger!) encouraging them to reach their goals, love themselves, or to remind them of how beautiful they are. 

3. Take a picture of your random act of kindness, your running/walking path for the day and upload it to the link below!

I can't wait to see where your feet take you! Be good to your heart.
xoxo,
Leah



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{cutie emma watson in glitter dress}

 {jcrew glitter chevron dress, i love the casual hair with the sequins!}

{perfect find! nars 'champagne' to sparkle while clinking champagne glasses with your favorite pals!} 

{i'm going to attempt this glitter liner tonight!}

i hope you and yours have a lovely evening! remember this is a fabulous opportunity to bring our your best make-up, glitter shoes, and fancy blouses! 

merriest eve to you!

Leah

stocking stuff!

happy thursday lovies!
need any last minute ideas for stocking stuffers?! 
here are 4 of my favorites!

1. CeeLo Green's Christmas album, Magic Moment. 
{good for your groovy friend.}

 2. Custom iphone cases.
{for your fashionista friend.}
www.designmyday.com

3. DIY glitter polish
{for your girlie friend.}
www.thebeautydepartment.com

4. A novel. My favorite, Pride & Prejudice
{for your favorite bookworm.}
Anthropologie.com

happy shopping!
xoxo,
leah

peace of mind

i promise it won't always be doom and gloom over here, but this blog is the best place for me to express

my truest feelings. its easier for me to write than to talk. thank you for reading, praying, and caring for our family. 

we decided in october that we'd love to have a simple holiday season. and we have had to say "no" (which is so hard, right?) to lots of fun parties, trips, and events that would take away from our simple.

we are staying home this christmas. it feels so good! there's something so relaxing about the twinkling of our christmas tree lights, warm socks, and a peaceful echo of christmas music throughout the house. (my blood pressure is dropping just typing about it.)

some holiday favorites i'm enjoying on this cold morning:

1. www.smashleysparkles.com 

she has the best nail contests! upload yours to win her

custom made nail polish. 

2. Christy Nockles

beautiful music. 

holy roar. amazing grace. 

3. S'mores Cookies!

 at downwiththedearmores.blogspot.com/ 

don't these look delish?! we're having a cookie exchange at work, and these look to good not to try!! 

happy tuesday friends. stay warm, stay peaceful in this busy, bustling time. 

xoxo,

Leah

"Rejoice!

 Aim for restoration, 

comfort one another,

agree with one another, 

live in peace; 

and the God of love and peace will be with you."

2 Corinthians 13:11  

i love reading all of the posts and blogs of daily thanksgivings throughout the month of november...only, i didn't do it this year. not that i'm not thankful for anything...but that it was hard for me to see past what i didn't have to come up with things that i did have. 

i'm thankful for my family, but seems incomplete that 2 members of our little Ford family have been taken away

i'm thankful for friendship, but feel isolated at times because we don't relate to friends that have kids or babies or new pregnancies

i'm thankful for my home, but had visions of spare bedrooms becoming something different.  

but then....

in fact there is. 

i'm grateful for my husband. he works so hard to provide. provides a home. provides love. 

i'm grateful for cold weather that means cozy sweaters and a new season is here. 

i'm grateful for a workplace that prays and supports one another.

i'm thankful for friendships. running friends. work friends. old friends. new friends.

i'm thankful that God has a perfect plan for my life.

today. i am thankful for today. i walked outside with my dog and took in a deep breath of cool, fresh air. old is gone. new is promised. 

Let your hope make you glad,

Be patient in times of trouble

and never stop praying.

Leah

my baby june,
06.18.2012
when i daydream about you, you are a chubby and blonde
happy when you are in the summer sun
so many times, when i lie awake at night, i wonder who you would've been
class president or class clown
you would've been our first born and taken after your dad

your big brother, waylon would have loved to swim and play fetch with you
and your dad would kiss and rock you all day
you had a radiohead onsie and lots of UT stuff

i get to see your face in the yellow roses that were planted for you
you were gone so fast, my sweet summertime baby june

take good care of baby may.



my sweet baby may,
05.28.2013
i actually got to see you several times, although you weren't here long
i would often touch my belly to pretend i was holding you
we prayed and prayed for your heartbeat
you were gonna be my mother's day present, or even share a birthday
your dad and i are still so sad that you are gone

when i daydream about you, you are sweet joy with curly hair
i often image you are my flower child
you already had a tie-dye blanket ready to rock you to sleep (from your Fifi)
the yellow butterflies remind me of you

you had an aunt judith, mary and sarah
and an uncle jordan, casey and jeff who prayed for the little miracle that you were

you had 4 great-grandparents who i thought you would carry their names

your bammy and fifi cried when they found out about you! in the middle of black walnut cafe over pumpkin pancakes

we would've shared a birthstone (and i think personalities)
my sweet baby may, lily of the valley
i'm so glad that when you open your eyes, jesus will be rocking you to sleep



mom & dad miss you.

Halloween Nail Art

you should check out my friend's nail art website

www.smashleysparkles.com/

my sister in law and I tried the water marble painting 

last night...we weren't so successful, but I love the halloween 

ideas she had! 

dress up your nails and submit your picture!

happy painting!

xoxo

leah

The Grilled Cheese Academy

is there anything more comforting than a warm cup of tomato soup and a grilled cheese??

we've been laying low recently as this has been a tough week for us. we find comfort in cozy sweat pants, warm tomato soup and each other. 

i stumbled across this fun website while looking for some grilled cheese inspiration!

{thegrilledcheeseacademy.com} 

happy grilled cheese grilling!!

xoxo

leah

The world spins madly on....

groceries. church. water bill.

laundry. pet store. family visits.

fantasy football. social life.  

working out. work. work trips. 

yard. house. oil changes. dog.

we've all got 'em. its just trying to balance them.

'the world spins madly on'

 by the weepies.

creepy video, but i love the song.

my friend at Letters From The Evans posted this article and I just loved it!

http://girlsguideto.com/article/15-ways-stay-married-15-years

what are your favorite date night spots?

what are your favorite things about your marriage?

happy tuesday! 

xoxo

leah

friday favs {fall edition}

tomorrow is the official first day of fall! oh my favorite season! 

pumpkin spice lattes comin in by the gallon. cool breezes in the morning. 

beautiful sunrises on my drive to work.

bright yellow mums blooming in the yard.

who doesn't love all of that halloween candy? 

i'm ready for scarves, aren't you??

here are my friday favs.

1. Navy nail polish with a thin gold stripe! Probably have to use a nail polish pen. (they come in every color!)

2. These cutie little stud earrings from Free People. How cute would you and your love's initials be?!

 3. Grey Leather work bag. (gap.com)

4. Love brown & black together!

5. Sweater fringe scarf, who else but Free People. {Also love her hair.}

What's your favorite thing about fall?

xoxo

Leah

a hard day's night

wow. what. a. day.
i could not wait to get home in my comfy sweats, eat some chocolate, and veg out on the couch with my pup. i haven't had one of these in a long time...

how do you relax after a hard day?

phewww.
i get to start new tomorrow.
leah

teacher love

i gotta admit. 

this year i am not in the classroom, but in an office...

and i miss it!!!!!

i loved being with the kidos! 

have you showered your kid's teachers with love yet? 

the beginning of the school year is hard for parents and teachers! 

here are some fun, cheap ideas!

{a spaghetti container filled with homemade cookies!}

{i ordered these yesterday for my secret pal! $10 customized! so cute for water, coke, or coffee! teachers can't leave their rooms very often..so a big full tumbler is perfect!}

sweetserendipityshop @ etsy

{who doesn't love a candy bar? topped with a cute little note card :-)}

of course a warm starbucks brought by your child is perfect!

happy school year!

xoxo,

leah